i love u forever but i dont deserve it

orang nampak saya sentiasa ceria dan selalu tersenyum,
tetapi saya sebenarnya sentiasa menangis.

saya selalu beri orang lain pendorong,
tetapi saya tidak pernah mendorong diri saya.

saya selalu nampak kuat,
tapi sebenarnya saya sangat lemah.

orang nampak saya macam budak baik,
tetapi saya sangat jahat.
saya teruk;(

dengan perbuatan saya yang BO***,
sy dah kehilangan mereka.

bila saya terasa kehilangan mereka,
saya dah sedar dari mimpi indah.

tapi kalau mereka gembira tanpa saya,
saya rela berkorban.

saya selalu nak jadi kawan yang baik,
tapi sayalah kawan yg plg teruk.

Forgiveness is the sweetest revenge,
but i dont deserve it.

An apology is the superglue of life.
It can repair just about anything but its too late.

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend
yes and im becoming ur enemy.

True friends stab you in the front,
i stabbed u from all side..

“This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”

i love so much girls...yet,forgive all my wrongdoings.im totally a bad girl,bad friend that dont deserve all your kindness.i tak layak jadi kawan u.im totally _____
i only got 6as in my spm.bm,bi,mt,sj,ag n bio.yes.i lied to u.but i dont mean it.i merayu utk my admth n chem.akn tau dlm bln6.tapi dah terlambat pun.nasi dah jadi bubur rite.ape2 pun,im still guilty!!yes,im annoying u girls.

kite tengok korang pun..tade apelah.im not deserve to be ur friend:( im a liar and hypocrite.i will just go.im sorry girls...i dont deserve the second chance..
i dont deserve anything..im such a loser.

mazreen and sabrina,youre the wonderful friends that i ever have yet i ruin everything.maybe i will live alone.i love you so much...we will meet someday if you have forgive me or when i can forgive myself because losing u as my friends.kita doakan awak berdua berjaya tak kira dunia mahupun akhirat...im too late to mend the whole thing.im sooooo stupid do something like this..

kita tanak buat macam ni..tapi kita tak fikir betul2..oh,god im losing my friends.im losing my bestfriend because my behaviour.kita takkan jadi macam dulu..oh,i need the second chance.i dont know whether i deserve it or not.

truly,
nur syafiqa abd aziz.
“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.”

sorry seems to be the hardest word,but...please accept my apology..